theres been a real crazy craze lately about this song : fergie - big girls dont cry..

honestly speaking, when this whole craze started..and before i listened to the song..i was like..wtf..how nice can a song by fergie get ???! after finding out that even jian blogged about this song, it hit me..i must check this song out. and probably tell everyone theres nothing significant about this song. but then...

ooops... ?

guess i was wrong..this song is fucking awesome. and i cant stop listening to it now. =)

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

oh btw..just a quick random question to sashi.. are you reading my blog ???????? haha

i love hugs. but only if they are from you.

happie birthday jordan =)

okay okayy...im updating lyn ! which reminds me..it has been a billion years since i met you. when on earth will i get to belanja you your icecream ??? see..i still remember kay ! =)

anyway, last thursday which is the 28th of june 2007, i went ou with melody yong poh ying to get something for someone. the dumbest thing was..i didnt have enough money and mel didnt bring any money. gosh..we were two broken souls wandering in ou la. i managed to get one of the presents la. but didnt have enough for other one..[ went back home to get money and went to ou again to get it..but the shop was already closed.. =( ] we both had to dig our wallets and bags for every single cents we have left and we came up to a total sum of...rm 6.68 ! which i used to buy a paper bag in the end.. -_-

bumped into jian, lay ai n umm..someone..i forgot who..sorry !! lay ai said something to me that made me stoned for a while..she asked me to update my blog !! SHE READS MY BLOG ? hahahaha hi lay ai ! =) and to jian, u didnt seem excited to see me..heck. u didnt even look happie..haihhhhh.. =( and do u remember i used to ask what if i dont ever meet you again for the rest of my life ? pretend la at least that you're happie to see me next time.hahaha

im trying to grow up.
trying to look at things from a different perspective.
all these just to say that im willing to change..
but the question is..
are you still here with me..?
or are you giving me away to someone else?
sorry for being childish.
but i have to say..
im gonna miss you
like a child misses her blanket..